Welcome to our community! I'm really, really glad you chose to reach out to us! I'm sure you will find a lot of compassion here as I've seen it given quickly and easily here.
I agree with Cd about
that you likely need to focus on detoxing since you are having such a hard time doing even one drop of the herbs. Not being able to tolerate treatments is a common sign of too many toxins already being in your body. Not terribly surprising with all that your body is dealing with.
I would actually encourage you to stop the herbs for a few weeks until you can get your toxin load down. If you continue to take the herbs, you are actively doing things to add to your toxin load, making it take longer to get your toxin loads down to where they aren't making you absolutely miserable. This is a marathon, not a sprint to the finish.
Cd shared a really good link for information about
detoxing, we also have some information about
detoxing in our "New to Lyme? Start here!" thread, as well as symptom lists, helpful links and pdf's, information on probiotics and much more.
So stop the drops, take a deep breath and relax. You need to prepare your body for healing, but detoxing, making sure that you are eating a very healthy diet and drinking lots of lemon water daily. Some of my favorite detoxing methods were Epsom salt & peroxide foot soak (the whole body soak can bring on a herx because it can flood the blood stream with toxins), oil pulling, dry skin brushing (moves the lymph as well), liver/gall bladder flushes, and things like Yogi detox teas.
Let us know how we can be of help!
Herb only treatment for Lyme & Bart ended 12/11 - no active symptoms for 2 yrs -Herb only treatment for Babesia ended 12/12www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=30&m=2977364
Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
New Lyme case 8/2014 - Healed 1/31/15
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