Posted 6/11/2016 9:50 AM (GMT -7)
Know how ya feel. I am slowly seeing improvement, and 2 weeks ago was the 1st full week I got in at work all year! But, I just wrote something this morning on my facebook.
Im single, and would love to be in a relationship again. But I cant. I feel I would be burdening someone until I get this figured out. If I ever do. Who would want me anyhow like this? How could anyone see past the disease to the person that exists inside? Especially when, for the last 2 yrs, I havent been able to see anything but the disease myself.
I feel for everyone, no matter their disease, that goes through life wanting, wishing, to actually LIVE again. The only reason I dont get depressed is my faith in God. I have my bad days. But He always knows how to pull me through.