I don't really have anything helpful to say, but this post really resonates with me and I would imagine a lot of us. Every morning I'm wide awake at 7 but just can't bring myself to get motivated. I even think exactly that. Why can't I get going? I taught for a bunch of years and you started early and you had to get going. Now, unless it's an appointment, it is a wash.
Undertreated in '07
Misdiagnosed with bipolar for seven years
Diagnosed 09/2015 - did various abx starting 9/15-2/16. Switched to homeopathic formula the past two months and have seen some improvement.
Major symptoms: fatigue, depression, anxiety, panic, heart/chest pains and discomfort, neuropathy in legs, neck and shoulder pain, head pressure, dizziness