It seems like the more I learn about
this disease, the more I realize how unlikely it is to ever be completely well. If it's not one thing it's the other. I can't explain the amount of sadness and grief that I'm experiencing today/tonight, but I'm sure most of you know exactly the feeling I'm talking about
. Sometimes I wish that I had a disease that wasn't a mystery.
I feel like I'm drowning in a sea called Lyme disease, and the more I fight, the farther under I go.
Got mono in fall 2011. Suffered with severe depression since fall 2012. Diagnosed with Hashimoto's fall of 2013. Diagnosed with Lyme fall of 2015. Non-CDC but several bands positive and positive antibody test via Igenex. Currently treating with Byron White A-L complex, Cowden's Burbor and Pinnella, 200mg Tofranil, 45mg Remeron, 20mg Propranolol, Ambien, random array of supplements.