I"m so sorry, Gabybee! I can certainly understand though.
I agree with Krimpet with the suggestion of adding in an herbal protocol, since you can't tolerate the full dose of abx.
Also be sure that you are doing all you can to not only detox, but support any body system that is struggling to help your body heal more.
And remember, we are here to help with ideas if you need them!!
Herb only treatment for Lyme & Bart ended 12/11 - no active symptoms for 2 yrs -Herb only treatment for Babesia ended 12/12www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=30&m=2977364
Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
New Lyme case 8/2014 - Healed 1/31/15 - unknowingly had Asymptomatic Babs and Asymptomatic Bart, being treated now though (2/2016)