I feel your pain. I had a tough lyme week with all of us. :( Some days are just hard - so hard!
No real advice... just that I completely understand and am living it too. Hang in there!!!
PS When I did the CSA (for babesia), Kid#2 and I completely tanked so bad that we had to stop. I get it. I honestly didn't believe these herbals were "that" powerful. In fact, I've taken a combination herbal with most of these things in the past and had no reaction whatsoever at the time! But now - totally different story.
Wowzie. Just read your signature. You are the poster woman for Lyme Warrior. You AND your children. I am speechless. Wishing you and yours continued strength during your journey to recovery.