I'm so very sorry, Joyous!!! I know how hard it is to hold it all together during these times. Are you in a place where you can take out those aggressions in a safe manner? I used to go outside and use a large branch to beat on trees - or split firewood - or dig a hole (lol), but you could also scream into a pillow - or beat that pillow up.
Also, try increasing your anti-inflammatories, that's what has helped me the most, as well as making sure that my body was detoxing well.
Best of luck to get through this stressful time!!!
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Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
New set of infections 8/2014 - still treating.
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