Thank you so much for your kind words.
What helped you with the rage and paranoia? I'm having to self treat and its so difficult!
Self treating is extremely difficult in so many ways. I only did it because I was forced to as doctors didnt believe me nor would they give me the tests I asked for. I pay all my medical out of pocket so I dont understand why they wouldnt honor my wishes.
Maybe it was my parents leaving Panama to go back to the US that helped the rage. But dad is back now and if I were to but heads with anyone it would be him. He drinks a lot.
We havent had any incidents on this trip. We had the potential for one as he raised his voice but rather than react I remained calm.
He sobered up and apologized and I said I had forgotten about
I dont want anyone to have the power to trigger me, so I cant take anyone's words to heart. It is my choice what I decide to get angry about
, but I didnt think like this at the time.
I am not sure exactly what helped and when the rage and paranoia subsided. I see it in my brother who was also infected in my then moldy house and I dont know how to help him. All he has done so far are abx and I have told him several times what helped me and he keeps telling me he plans to do it but doesnt.
I spoke with his doctor and she said she wanted him to do the protocol I had used. She attended the Dr. Fry conference in the spring also. But she also wanted him to do expensive mold testing.
I wish my brother would trust me but he is in that state of paranoia, and whats worse is he thinks hes better physically. He has always been arrogant and stubborn so its hard to tell, but I can tell.
At the time I was treating with Nascent Iodine and Fluconazole. Then I did the Klinghardt antihelmintic protocol.
You are going to have to make tough choices while trusting your instincts which is difficult. However, Youre in the company of some very smart and resourceful people on this forum. Consider yourself very lucky to have found them. I dont know what I would have done without them.
Feel free to contact me by email if you think I can be of further assistance.
2014 Mold Sick,2015 Clinical Lyme and co.,2016 Morgellons,2017 Remission
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