Have you looked into any other LLMDs?
You may need a good abx protocol to pound down the load. Then go natural. Not sure. But, you may need to just experiment with new protocols every few months until you find something that yields some positive results.
By no means, am I saying this is your case But, with me, I noticed that when I got sick, I was all about
me getting better... Still am about
getting better, of course. But, I kinda put everybody else on the back burner. I would get upset when my wife didn't seem to get my side. But, I was not getting her side. Just because I got sick didn't mean her problems stopped. In fact, since I got sick, her problems increased as well. What I mean by saying this is that even though your husband may seem distant, I'm sure he hasn't stopped caring. He may just need a break as he has a load of problems on his shoulders as well.
This sounds weird saying it, but in a way, this sickness has been an eye
opening experience and has made me aware of what is really important. It sucks right now. But, when I get off this roller coaster, I will be a better person because of it. Even if, a little physically, (and possibly mentally a bit
) less. Honestly, before all this happened, I was taking my wife and kids for granted. Not anymore.
I wish you all the best. And I'm sure your family loves you and cares for you. Either way, you have a support group that is here for you in the tough times, as well as the good ones.