I've had that fear too .... should I go back on abx? Am I on the right path?
I have even filled a couple abx, but I didn't end up using them.
We can't really tell you which path to go, as that is a very personal decision.
There are those who are successful with abx, and those who are not. Same with herbals.
But I can tell you that there are ups and downs with both for sure!
I highly recommend reevaluating. If a path doesn't work for you (for whatever the reason), change it up. Sadly, I had to "change it up" numerous times for Kid#1 because many things did not help him (he was a very difficult case to treat).
I feel for you. I've had those doubts too - I think that can be normal!
Wishing you the very best.
Kid#1: Extremely sick for several years, very difficult to treat, but doing great now!
Kid#2: Still sick now despite being treated for years but doing better (not well yet).
Kid#3: Generally good but relapsing off/on.
Me: Adv Labs positive 2016 (suspected I passed to my kids)-not as sick as others, mostly battling fatigue and yeast issues (heart/kidney issues resolved)
Treating with herbals now.