I feel like I’ve only seen a handful of people from Iowa on here throughout the years, but I thought I’d try. I’m considering seeing a mental health specialist. I’ve been watching videos on YouTube of a rather renowned psychologist, and I like his ability to see people, situations, etc.
Though, I feel like that sort of thing would only come with great luck or money, which I don’t really have. I’ve seen them before, while not for many years. I never had any ah-hah moments. It’s a matter of getting to know them, while they get to know you, I understand. I hate to say it, because what do I know, and the problem could very well have been with me, but they never felt very good.
I tell you about me, my problems, whatever, but nothing you have to say is new to me. Nothing helps. That’s how I felt, before Lyme. I can’t imagine what it’d be like, with the focus being how Lyme impacts me.
Like I was saying before, I’d like someone to see me, without my having to tell them my life’s story. But, again, luck and money. Feel like someone like that would need to be very talented.
Eventually, I’ll contact the facilities in my town, but I thought I’d check here, just in case.
I dunno, doubt it will pan out. It’s been years of this. I could probably do alright without it. The fact remains that, mostly, I’m not well in the head, because I’m sick. If I could get better, adequate medical treatment, I’d be fine.
I guess you just get tired of feeling alone, like no one really sees you, no one makes sense of the quiet, or confused, words you speak.
Oh well. Kaya natin ito.