Jo, all I did was fix the link, you had accidentally placed a } instead of a ] at the end.
Dissociation is most often connected to Lyme disease, but as it's a brain thing, I would say that it's going to be hard to rule out Babesia as well, due to what we know about
that infection as well.
I assume it's because I was infected for over 40 years, but I still suffer from this at lower levels. It used to be that I could have one of my kids be with me, and I could feel nothing - no love, none of the years I poured into helping them be healthy (they were born while I was sick), or the numerous struggles we endured simply because I was too sick to work and was a single mom. It was scary, and shocking that I could loose such deep feelings - but it happened to my new at the time hubby too - I adored him (still do! LOL!) and yet, I could be in his arms hugging him, and not feel anything. Disturbing wasn't quite a strong enough word back then.
Now, it's still there, but at much lower levels. I have just come to understand that I simply don't get those feeling any more - and even though I really dislike that thought, it's what keeps me going at the same time because I know it's my infections, not that I don't feel the love that I do for these people in my life.
Herb only treatment for Lyme & Bart ended 12/11 - no active symptoms for 2 yrs -Herb only treatment for Babesia ended 12/12www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=30&m=2977364
Had Lyme, Bart, Babs, RMSF, Ehrlichia, Myco, Anaplasmosis, EBV
New set of infections 8/2014 - still treating.
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