Things got so extremely severe where I was living, that I left in a haste over 3 weeks ago. I had been in the ER twice in two weeks, my brain went completely numb, my heart was going crazy, couldn't sleep at all and had red very irritated eyes.
It was so bad that I booked a hotel room that I couldn't afford and went to a walmart, bought changes of clothes, etc. I realized when I was at the hotel that my clothes had a very pungent, toxic smell to them.
Since then I've stayed at hotels, air b n bs, and up until today, on a friends couch. A friend offered me her hotel points so I'm going to another hotel for a few days as the friend that I'm staying with has a mold issue here as well and I'm not sure if it's effecting me or not. Not as severely as my relatives house where I had been living for the past 7 years getting sicker and sicker but still may be effecting me none the less.
This is a complete nightmare. I cannot find a place that I can afford or anywhere to stay even temporarily. I've been so sick these last several years that I haven't been able to work. And no I'm tired and sick and confused and have no idea what to do or where to go.
I had a gut feeling there was more then lyme going on like mold exposure or chemical inflammatory response and seems like I was right.
So for right now it seems, I'm homeless and all of my belongings are back at the house I fled. My relative who owns the home is highly offended and hurt as they were helping me since I've been sick. I'm now worried about what to do with my stuff there. I feel like it wouldn't be safe yet for me to go back in there to deal with it yet.
They cannot afford to have the house remidiated so that's not an option.
I'm trying to raise money to see a mold/lyme specialist and to move somewhere but not able to raise much so far and I'm dealing with this mostly alone. I am taking the binders that I can get right now and will be taking Epsom salt baths at the hotel. But I'm also not detoxing as much as I was while at home. But it wasn't doing any good because I was still living in whatever was there that was making me sicker.
I'm lost, tired , scared and confused and just want to know how to treat this and what I should do.
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