Can relate. I cant even think of old songs or old times or I start to cry. I try to keep my mind off them: youtube, doing something creative, etc. i was a musician for 40 years! (guitar)
I'm a music lover and songs bring back memories to different times in my life...when I was listening to that particular song.
When I hear the songs I start crying. Sometimes I feel a bit panicky, too - it's like MY life stopped in 2013 but everyone else's went on. It's like I've been on the sidelines of life....life has gone on without me.
i want everything to stand still until I'm better.
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Symp started April/2013; Buhner's Lyme May 15-July24/14; Igenex pos. July 3/14
Doxy: July 4-Aug.24/14;Zithro July26-Aug24/14; Amox + Proben. Aug. 29/14;
added biaxin Sept. 26/14
Disc. amox,added Ceftin Nov. 20th.;
Disc. biaxin added Buhner bart herbs Dec/14;Jan/15 pulsing Tinda (w/ Ceftin);
Abx/herb break Apr-July/15; July-mino; Aug. added Rif;
Nov./15 mino - to biaxi