I am so sorry to hear that things continue to be so bad for you tonyaraven.
I have two kids at home too so I know how much stress this adds into the picture, just trying to be positive and level and get the basic stuff done without too much guilt.
I would definitely second goshawk's recommendations. I have heard that some LLMDs work on addressing the infections one at a time so maybe it's just not the time to be working on bart if you're still busy clearing babs. I _do_ believe, partially based on Buhner's assertions in his bartonella book, that simply supporting the body and making it 'inhospitable' through protecting the organs can be a safe and slow route to recovery. We all tend to focus on the anti-microbial herbs as a quick route to healing, but I do think we could heal just as well, albeit a bit more slowly, if we just focus on fortifying the castle so to speak.
Hoping some warmer weather and natural vitamin D helps soon. Hugs.
Bulls eye rash August 2013
Started treating with Buhner herbs July 2017
Treating Borellia, Babesia and Bartonella as of November 2017