Ok...day 60 of treatment. Yesterday I was feeling almost manic and today to be blunt, I hate myself. Lots of self loathing going on. I had a show last night and I always always pay for exertion the next day like a hangover but I feel emotionally hungover also.
I have Bartonella and have had a ton of neurological and psychiatric problems from my disease. Little buggers are surely in my brain. *** do I do. What if antthing will help ? Especially when its hard to do anything (like eating. Leaving house...blah blah) fml. This is becoming too much. Oh. I switched to doxy about
3 weeks ago and plaquenil.still on rifampin. Came off biaxin. I take tons of supplements. When will it end?