Hello everyone, So this will be my first time reaching out for some help. I have had this living nightmnig for a year now, and my poor dog has it too. I don't know what it is. How can you treat something yyo have nn idea about
? I have been to the doctor multiple times to be basically laughed at and told I'm crazy. I even brought my dog to the vet and still nothing! No help!
I think I’ve seen worms in my stool, but not 100% positive. Even though I want to and need to know, I don’t want to know at the same time. I thought many different things were the problem but I truly have no idea. I thought it might be candida, or parasites.
It's so weird and it's like there's a cycle of sysymptoms that I go through and then it all starts over again! I am honestly and truly ready to just give up altogether. Just end it all. I have extreme anxiety and depression due to this. I cannot perform my daily tasks, hold a job, I’ve lost 2 different jobs in the last year, and I can’t even hang out with friends or family. I am currently taking classes online and it's not going so well. I’ve developed this obsession on trying to figure it out and it’s like I have OCD or something.
No matter how hard I try to focus on something else I can’t. And if by chance I do get lucky and I am focusing on my school work, I start feeling the things moving around in my hair, on my face, and my whole body. I cannot figure it out.
It all started out with what felt like little invisible bugs coming out of my ears. They caused rashes and we're very itchy. I could feel them but not see them. That was probably the only symptom for a couple weeks.
Then I noticed that my hair started to get weird. It got very sticky, and seemed like it was retracting back into my scalp, and very very itchy. By this time my ears swelled up immensely. I'm pretty sure I had some form of meningitis.
I didn't go to the doctor for fear of being committed as I had already been told I was crazy a couple of times. This is when I started noticing many other symptoms. Like constipation, bloating, mental fog, memory loss, irritability, extreme hunger/loss of appetite, sticky film on entire body, extreme weight loss like 60 pounds in one month and the symptoms are endless. And it also seems like bugs, insects, spiders etc. Are EXTREMELY Attracted to me. I was and I am still trying all kinds of things. Acv, windex, tea tree oil, deet, etc. It seemed to help a little at first. I then started noticing what looked like my hair, coming out of my skin! No joke! It would make some type of tearing sound and there would be a red scratch looking thing where it came out of. I’m pretty sure it’s some kind of worm.
I have tried so many things. All the stuff I mentioned earlier plus neem oil, eucalyptus oil, cedar oil, peppermint oil, Diatomaceous earth, borax, bleach, sea salt, garlic, olive and coconut oil, turmeric, activated charcoal, and I'm sure many more that I cannot remember.
I took my very first dose of the 1.87 ivermectin paste on Wednesday and then another dose on Thursday. I figure I’ll wait another week before I do 2 doses again. There are things/worms/bugs shooting put of me constantly. Especially my ears. My ears are still swollen and I can feel the hardness located around my ears. It’s not as bad as before but it’s still there.
My lymph nodes are extremely swollen as well. And there’s so much pressure! When it gets really bad I have to get a knife and poke holes in my ears to relieve it. Yes, I make sure to disinfectant the knife first. And to properly clean the areas that I poked at with peroxide and or alcohol. I’m not sure if it’s puss pockets or me just retaining water, but there’s patches of liquid right at the base of my scalp and neck. Some times I get these really bad sores too. And I swear that when I’m washing my hair sometimes a bunch of gooey stuff flies out and it looks like maybe eggs inside the goo. Also the things that fly out of me look like an exoskeleton of something and hairs. Or worms idk what they are but it’s not my hair. It’s white and I have brown hair. And sometimes it looks like just some type of debris flying out of me. And I know I sound like I’m off my rocker, but my hair gets stuck inside my ears somehow. I feel like my ears are eating my hair!
Sometimes when I get my hair damp or spray something on it I can see what I think are eggs. They are tiny little perfectly shaped balls. And nothing makes it go away. I guess I really don’t know why I’m waiting to redose with the ivermectin, it wouldn’t matter if I overdosed on it. It may actually be a god send as it would end this misery and living hell. I have come to terms with dying and am not afraid of it. It is actually harder for me to continue to live like this. if someone can help me I would not be able to express my gratitude with any words.
I am so overwhelmed and just want my life back. Does Anyone have any suggestions or anything I can do that I already haven’t? I also just started using black walnut hull, Wormwood, and clove tincture. Oh, and yes I am also trying to treat my dog too. I know that it is a must so we do not reinfect each other with whatever it is that we have. Oh and currently I am also taking clindamycin that was prescribed for a sinus infection (that was the conclusion of my most recent doc visit) and also my dog is currently taking cephalexin and prednisone. (her diagnosis was a skin infection)! Help me please!!!!!!!
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