I took a long break from the forum. There was a lot going on in my life. Unfortunately I'm still sick and worse than before. Got stuck in a really long rut and wasn't treating. Now I'm waiting to see a practitioner to start treatment. On bedrest all day except for when I get something to eat or use the bathroom. The weakness is so bad that I can't really do much. Thankfully it lifts in the evening but my days are really long and I spend most of them alone on my bed staring at the ceiling, until someone comes home in the evening.
Could really use some positive vibes or any other type of support. I don't have anyone to talk to right now and I think my family is fed up with my condition. They want me to push myself but my body isn't having it.
Frustrated, helpless, feeling alone
Thanks for reading