goshawk, I introduced the cat's claw back at the beginning of July. So I've been on it a while, but I have been herxing a lot since then. But I think the homeopathic drops are mainly to blame.
18yearsandcounting, I am safe. I have a huge support system and have plans in place to keep me safe. So far I am just taking the homeopathic drops to kill mold. My ND said that I had a fungal infection that showed up on the scan. When I did research, it's a type of mold. It wasn't one of the top 5 toxic ones, but it is indeed mold. But that's it really. I am on a high vitamin c herbal supplement that my doctor says should be like a binder. And another herbal solution that should be like a binder. But not on activated charcoal, chlorella or anything like that. I am also about to start a colloidal silver nasal rinse program.
I’m glad you’re safe and have a great support system. I looked over what you are taking, and no, Those herbs should not cause suicidal thoughts. It’s the Bartonella. The most notorious disease for causing both suicidal and homicidal thoughts. I struggle with it. I have CIRS as well, but I do have several toxic mold species in my body, not just fungal elements or a mold species. Binders should not harm you, other than you can herx with them, if you’re very very sensitive like a lot of people are; me included. Your ND seems like he /she has you on the right path, but I would inform him/her that you have had these thoughts, as soon as possible. And if he/she isn’t treating you for Bartonella yet, you may want to discuss that too.