Aww don't tell me that Girlie! Anything but that. I want to hear that you herxed really hard and came out the other side 90% better This is my last hope at the moment lol. Otherwise I'm back to square one. I mean I'm doing freaking great while I'm treating, but tired of relapsing.
Have you done persister treatment ? (Sorry can’t remember)
Or pulsed your abx so your immune system starts taking over rather than just stopping after taking them daily?
ie go to a m/w/f two weeks on and two off for several months - see how you do... at least you’re not taking abx daily.
If you don’t relapse on that schedule - then go to three days a month