Hey Hearts in Pain, I am so sorry that you are going through this. We never know how strong we are until we are put to the test.
When I first got sick I was so miserable. My wife and two kids depended on me to keep a roof over our head and provide them with food. How was I going to do this feeling so miserable? I could barely get out of bed, no way that I could work.
But you know what? The love that I have for my family gave me the strength to fight. Why was I going to let some tiny bugs beat me? No way!! Heck no!
So each day, I was thank full for being alive one more day. I did the best that I could, even when sometimes it wasn't much. and so here I am, 6 years later feeling better and helping others.
Please don't despair. You have to find your inner strength to fight this thing. You are too young to give up. Life has so much to offer so don't short change yourself. Things will get better. I promise you this. I know what you are going through because I have been dealing with it for years. So trust me when I say that one day you will look back and you will be glad that you fought.
You know what I have been doing lately? I keep a diary to log all my symptoms. When I feel sick I go back to it and read past entries to remind me that I have had worse days and that better days are coming. Try it and you will see that it is so therapeutic.
Post Edited (Healing98) : 9/23/2018 8:43:22 PM (GMT-6)