Had a bad day today. I was going over the finances and had a talk with hubby about
reigning in his spending.
Well, it didn't go over very well. An argument ensued and escalated. Then he said something about
the high cost of flying to my LLMD clinic and we've been penny pinching for 6 years now. I said that if I had cancer...he wouldn't be saying anything like that. I would be supported 100%.
I ended up packing a few items and left....didn't know where I was going....tears running down my cheeks.
I drove to a nearby city and grabbed some fast food to eat....but was too upset to eat more than a couple bites. (plus it tasted horrible)
I was going to check in to a hotel...but decided to just drive home....
My stomach was in knots.
He apologized and hugged me....said he didn't mean it...he's just frustrated and wants our lives back.
I told him - he can have money or he can have a wife with lyme. They are mutually exclusive.
....aaannnddd now I'm crying again.
Anyone relate to this?
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Symp started April/2013; Buhner's Lyme May 15-July24/14; Igenex pos. July 3/14
Doxy: July 4-Aug.24/14;Zithro July26-Aug24/14; Amox + Proben. Aug. 29/14;
added biaxin Sept. 26/14
Disc. amox,added Ceftin Nov. 20th.;
Disc. biaxin added Buhner bart herbs Dec/14;Jan/15 pulsing Tinda (w/ Ceftin);
Abx/herb break Apr-July/15; July-mino; Aug. added Rif;
Nov./15 mino - to biaxi
Post Edited (Girlie) : 7/19/2019 2:32:28 AM (GMT-6)