I am beginning to think the bad symptoms I've been getting on it are the neuropathy that people have mentioned.
It was one of my biggest worries about disulfiram. I already feel a reduction in that from just missing today's dose. In other ways I think it has actually helped, but the pain it is causing now is very bad.
Now I'm just focusing on bartonella, which I think most of my symptoms are down to.
I feel for you. It can be very difficult to stay positive with all the grief this brings. As I said, get some capsules and the side effects are lesser, if you want to continue. If the neuropathy persists, there's the herbs mentioned too.
This is all backed up in a book on the subject.
Here's a useful link as well. This woman has been using it for 2 months, with generally positive results.
KIM and ROSS: 2ND STEP TO STARTING DISULFIRAM / ANTABUSE FOR LYME + 2 MONTH UPDATEhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ueqdztk6a8
Also mention again, of the capsuling route to reduce side effects in the comments.