Advice please

[img]/community/emoticons/cry.gif[/img] i am new to chatrooms and to computers,please dont hold it against me. i hope finding this site can give me new options to try to cope. i started getting migraines at 12,im now 42,ihave multiple triggers(wheather,allergies,stress some perfumes probably a few more too)i live in a very rural area everyone gossips about everyone/thing-its really digusting.lately it seems that i am unable to get relief for migraines my medi-cal doesnt cover preventitives that somewhat work for me,forgive my rambling ive had this headacche since Sun.night.i am running into nothing but trouble at our smalltown hospital(better known as gossip central)what do i need to do to get help when needed?i just got out of er-the doc said he couldnt give a narcotic with toradol as the next county just got in trouble w/people sharing(how would i share an injection ??!)like i said its been a week now,how long must i endure this??i dont know what to do any more.please if there are any suggestions,please send them. ive lived here for darn near 25 years,now im thinking i just need to move to a bigger area,and id really rather not.once again sorry for rambling,really need to vent all the anxiety and frustration.thankyou