Dear Living in Darkness, I can not truly say that I know all of what you are going through, but I can tell that you are a loving, caring person and a true mom. I am not a head pain patient myself, but my daughter is, and watching her go through what she is going through, as her mom, is an experience I wouldn't wish on anyone. You are right to focus on your children, it will help give you the strength to go on, continue to do so, they need you. Keep the faith, keep trying, keep praying, you will get through this, the way you always have in the past. Continue seeking the help of professionals, new treatments are being developed all the time. You can do this and please know that you are not alone.