Hiya ann, thank you for your reply.
Right now he gave me something called, Phrenilin, i was on midrin before, but it didnt help much, i would hurt so bad i would have to take like 6 of them before i got any relief, and by then i had muscle spasms in my legs and back from to much meds. We have tried fiorinol, but it had to much caffiene (and codeine) in it, and thats it lol all the good meds with the caffiene kick in the panic mode, so i cant take those. Its frustrating. This med is pretty much the same as fiorinol, but i took out the codiene and caffiene. But it doenst help much either.
The other meds i take are: klonopin, wellbutrin and Ziac (which i know is for high blood pressure, but i take it as a beta blocker for heart palps, it helps a bunch with the arrythmia) I love my doc, and i know he cares, but hes in a lil bitty town in oklahoma, and im just not sure he knows enough. I havent seen a neurologist, but i sure need to. And, i used to keep a diary of things, ill have to start over, i moved and lost the book i had written in (or the ex got it who knows, hes wierd) I thank you, it does help and thanks for your time, please let me know what you think of the medicine he has me on, as i have no idea what all is out there that may work around the panic attacks. Thank you,
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