I hate doctors. I think I have been labled now, they say i'm not but i don't believe it. Doctors don't want to treat me anymore. They just say, I'll give you some torodol and phen and you can go home and rest. I was at the ER the other day for hours, on IV meds(steriods,antihistamines, ect, because giving me a shot of stadol would just be horrible.
I am so tired of being in pain all the pain. And just because it is a pain that can't be seen or explained by a machine, doctors are rude, and mistreat you.
it is very obvious that my headaches can't be prevented, so why can't i just treat them. I'm been on EVERY medication know for h/a, littleray and they don't work. Imitrex and meds in that catagory don't work, councilling doesn't work, NOTHING WORKS.
I use 1 bottle of Stadol a month, and its like i'm doing something evil. My doctor is getting scarred prescribing pain meds, and he say things like "I'm 42 and never had a pain shot in my life"
"compared to most 21 yo you are a exceptional case" "Angela, I just don't know what to do anymore." Great to hear when your crying and your head is pulsing in pain.
WHO CARES IF I HAVE TO TAKE A NARCOTIC as long as I don't take it too much. I used the stadol like once a week. i don't think that is a problem.
I'm writing this in tears bc i'm so frustrated. Now they have me with NOTHING for a migraine. They don't know how bad that is. I'm jsut so tired(of being sick)
...and i can't sleep