Hi, and thanks for your replies. To answer some of your questions, no I have no support at all. My best friend calls everyday, but I don't want to burden her with all this because her brother, (and my ex-fiancee) was murdered last February by his ex-girlfriend, so I feel like she has enough on her without listening to my problems.
I am trying to convert to the Catholic faith, with the supposed help of my husband, who is not interested in helping me at all, but converted quickly for his first wife. Just looking at this man gives me a headache.
I just keep thinking over and over again, that maybe I had those tests done too soon, maybe a tumor was too small to detect because the headaches weren't very bad. They're still not, although I have had 2 that were horrible right after we moved out of that house in 2 days. Chiropractor took those away though.
And yes, I'm severely depressed and I know it, I don't keep myself up anymore, I just don't care. My life is consumed with a horrible marriage and constantly thinking I have a brain tumor. I do have one other symptom that bothers me, and that is occasional nausea, but I have a bad gallbladder, so who knows? Do brain tumor symptoms come and go? Or do they come and stay?
Thank you guys so much for your encouraging words. I need reassurance constantly, and I just don't get it.
BTW, I don't tolerate anti-depressants at all. They make me terribly sick and anxious.
Could somebody please answer my question about the brain tumor symptoms coming and going or coming and staying? That would help me a lot I think. I'll tell you, the internet is so controversial, that I don't know what to believe anymore.
God bless you guys,