i was only 13 when a stranger grabbed me and raped me over and over beating me up for 5 year's straight
it was my first time ever that my mother told me to come home at 10 pm... usually i'm home by 9 pm but i had 1 hour extra .. so i took it and i never should have !
i could'nt tell my mother about
it because he was going to kill my mother
but i was kept prisoner at his house for 2 week's...but finally i went home from being torchered...
then my mother thought i was in love with this guy so she kicked me out and i had to move to his plase and be his slave AND PUNCHING BAG !
for 5 year's straight!
last time he beat me up i was 7 month pregnant from rape! we lived in duplex with 14 stair's , 4 bed room up stair's ... he kept dragging me up the stair's and push me down the stair's over and over ... that's when i got free from this man
i think my head has been a punching bag for so long that i get migrains every day of my life! since i was 14
i've had 12 stroke's in my life coming from silent headache's .... but it's never silent !
i've tried every medication and there's only one that relly help's and i don't even know the name anymore cause i intend to forget thing's alot ! it's when my doctor put's a needle in my head right where my migrain trigger's ... it's to numb half my brain for 2 month or 3
now i can't work! anywhere
every little thing bug's me and i can't even clean up without a mask on ! to not smell the cleaning product's other wise i'm already suffering a big migrain
some time's i have to drag half my body to go hospital :sad but i manage to live ... i'm 33 now and i can't even be on walfare all because of men! but i'm getting alot of help by my family ... i have a new family too :
just to share my story and to get rid of all my thought's ...