Geez dont talk like that. Your going to be fine. Give the Tysabri a little bit to kick in. You are going to bounce back. This disease is so sucky. I think it takes so long for the acceptance of it all. Some days are bad, but you have to think about
the positives. Look at your children. They need you. You need to be strong for them. They don't understand, no matter how much we try to explain, they just see us, Mommy and Daddy. Matter of fact, i really dont think anyone but another MS'er get's it. We look fine, but inside our skin is crawling. You have to find some meds maybe, to make your symptoms managable, I was having a real hard time, finally asked for something for depression. I take cymbalta and its a god send. Maybe something like that would help you thru this difficult time. And the best part, You just started Tysabri. You are going to be fine Andy. Just wait and see.
Dx MS December, 2006
Started Tysabri March, 2008
Zanaflex as needed