i have been gone for a long time, my boyfriend and I got engaged in July, the moment when things were actually looking better. since than we have taken a downward spiral all over again.
he was on an anti anxiety medicine and poof his headaches went away. when we came off of it bc of too many reasons to list his headaches came back and havent left
we have explored options- and keep hitting brick walls
and then theres him MS dr that stated again, that its MS and he should be treated
i think maybe im in denial, maybe im just so scared of what it could become that i keep pushing it away
he got a new MRI last week that shows white matter- not a new lesion-and it said something about post inflammatory something- not sure what it all meant as we havent seen the MS doctor yet.
part of me feels like going into MS treatment is almost like giving up- i want so much for it not to b that for him that it has to be something else.
today i told him its time to go on the medicine- see if it helps- these headaches are dibiliating and he just doesnt want to get out of bed
is it possible to be diagnosed with MS from an MRI showing possiblities- a constant headache and he lost his eye sight a year and a half ago for abouth 3 weeks- since than its back to 100%
i wish it was easier- like a blood test- you take it and they can 100% tell you, that you have it.
gosh- i guessi just need a pat on the back, i know most of you come here and you are dealing with this yourself- hes just, well, he doesnt wanna deal with it, so most of it falls on me, and being okay for both of us- is so mentally exhausting i dont know how much more i can take.
and im scared- if we have children and he does have MS- will they get it?
thanks for all your support<3