I hope you can get in to see that therapist soon. She sounds like she has experience with chronic illness.
I hope you are feeling a bit better and less stressed about this. It is definitely normal to feel scared and upset by all this.
There is a great book out there if you are into self help books. It is called MS and your feelings. It was written by Allison Shadday. She is a therapist that happened to get a diagnosis of MS. This book helped me a lot. There are lots of little journaling exercises that help you to sort through your feelings on all this. You might check into this. You can get it on amazon. I have no vested interest in this book or author. It was just a book that helped me.
Let me know how you are doing.
Gretchen ~ diagnosed with MS July 2006
I have no lesions on my soul and so I will live with no limits.