I've been dxd with MS for over 14 years now, and it seems I feel so alone having MS. Of course, my family knows about my MS, as do some friends, and I've even come
across some coworkers who have MS. But I don't understand why I feel so alone and useless. I've gone to college, bought a house, married a woman who loves me,
have young children. Everything should be hunky dory.
So, what the ****? I don't wanna feel like this.
The other day while driving home, I ran over a rodent. I wanted to burst into tears. I didn't wanna hit it, but couldn't avoid it. I'm now scared to death I'll be driving and
a small child will happen into the street, and I won't be able to get my clumsy feet to hit the brake in time.
I feel old, but I shouldn't (I'm 32 yrs old).
I'm afraid for what comes next in life. I don't feel I"m strong enough to handle whatever it will be. It's crazy to be feeling like this.