Words were hard to come by and walking was difficult this weekend. At one point I got so frustrated and mad with the words not coming out! I also found myself talking to a client and not being able to put a sentence together. I want this to end! I was walking with a cart and nearly cut my toe on the cart's wheel again! In the same instance, I found myself leaning and swaying from one side of the isle to another. Then later in the day I walked into a barrier! Once again...losing my balance! I am so tired of this. I am frustrated, scared, worried. Wondering if I will be able to communicate, walk, enjoy my body, fear I may miss out on the things I enjoy. I really need to rule out the MS. And if MS is ruled out....I have to start from square 1 again! Why do the docs not listen? Why do they NOT do the MRI? This has been going on long enough. I am really scared.
Fearful rant over. Thank you for reading.