My heart goes out to you! The emotional process after getting diagnosed can be difficult and I'm sure many people here can relate to how you are feeling. It's good that you have decided to start treatment but I'm sorry you have trouble with it. You may want to give your doctor a call and let them know the trouble you are having and see what they want to do. Don't worry about
how often you post, we'll be here for you if you need us. Hope you feel better soon.
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