Hi everyone, I haven't posted in a while but have been here lurking. I have had my official 3rd flare. It started about 7 days ago and 3 days ago my Dr wanted to see me based on my sx's.
Well after a few minutes he said I'm having another spinal chord attack. And during this visit he gave me a permanent handicap parking placard form for the DMV. I also agreed to try another shot at steroids. He had to do alot of convincing but in the end I felt desperate to do something. I am actually glad I did cause even after the first round I started feeling better and then after today's round I feel even that much better.
I have to say that in the last 6 months since my dx's I wavered in between feeling like I actually DO have MS to feeling like maybe it's all a mistake. This flare makes me feel like it's all real. I think the placard has something to do with it too.
My spirits are great but I feel like I can no longer be in denial that this is probably gonna continue to progress now.
Thanks as always for my opportunity to vent.