I'm sorry, i can't offer any input on this, but wanted to let u know i hope u begin to feel better and can get past this. I know this must be really difficult. I'm sure others will be along soon to offer input, but just wanted to say hang in there and know we're right here with u.
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*~*Sometimes the Lord calms the storm. Sometimes He lets the storm rage and calms His child.*~*