Thank you all for the support. I am taking it one day at a time. So far have cried just once per day. :o( But I'm sure it's just everything going on right now in my life with both my kids leaving in August at the same time (Like they couldn't have planned this any better so MOM could adjust to it. :o)) I'm getting paid about 1/2 of what I was paid last year at this time since my pay is based on profits and I work for an automotive supplier in Michigan (which is down in the dumps right now). The computer side of it (what I do) is still quite busy, but most of the time I'm dizzy, shaking, numb or my legs feel like they are floating away under me so I sit at my desk and thank the good Lord I have 2 guys that work for me that do most of the physical work. Hoping I'll be put in some direction in the next couple of days on the whole MS thing. I thought I was prepared for anything, but now I don't know..
I'm now on the downhill on the Accelerated Degree Program I'm in and only have 2 semesters to go, so that's heating up and getting harder. I'm having difficulty keeping up w/the reading (commented on this a couple months ago), I have an order in for the books for next semester to be bought via tape also, with hopes that will help. I'm having issues with getting my darn house refinanced right now ($#&% Michigan economy). My husband wants to sell MY dream house we built ourselves 3 years ago and 'downsize' and move away to a different state (he works in the home building industry (also in the dumps in Michigan)) UGH!!!
I'm hoping after my son's graduation party (200+ people coming to my house) and my house gets appraised properly this 2nd time (1st appraiser knew nothing of the type of home we have (Handcrafted Log) and the area and WAY under appraised it), I'll get feeling better and can tackle the hubby wanting to move thing by taking the bull by the horns, like I normally would have done by now and put the issue to rest. Right now I can't even bring up the issue w/o starting to cry.
If I can't go a day w/o crying after a month or so, I will need to either go talk to someone or get on something and I don't want to do that, but will, just to get some order back to my life. Thanks for letting me vent everyone. Not that EVERYONE doesn't have their own issues to worry about, it just felt good to get it all out. Sorry for dumping on everyone.
I not only use all the brains that I have, but all that I can borrow.
Author: Woodrow Wilson (1856-1924), 28th U.S. President