Need I say more?
In a very short time I went from being, in my mind; a healthy, active, adventurous, quite viable guy, in his early 30's, that would enhance the future of a female equivalent to myself; to someone who could seriously jeopardize the freedom and lifestyle of someone I get involved with, sooner or later, and maybe for the rest of her life (since this disease/syndrome/condition/whatever is potentially debilitating but not fatal).
This stress is so big for me right now, that it is comforting to make this ridiculous 'single forever' pact with myself.
Any singles experiencing, or experienced, the same feelings?
(for background, I was diagnosed several months ago, and have mild symptoms that come and go, and am on treatments)