The surgeon said she wants me to try to eat 1000 calories a day and she will cut my TPN in hals. The problem is that I have been really nauseated and my lower abd. has been really painful this week so I don't know if I'll be able to eat that much! On the bone marrow she says in due time she will probably order a cT of my abd. and chest. She didn't really address the itchiness though.
I am feeling so down I just get to feeling like I'm never going to get over this and won't be able to eat or enjoy life again. My insur. is still refusing to pay for the gastric stimulator device and it's the only thing that might help at this point!
I made an appt. with my neuro for friday, hopefully he will have something I can do to alleviate some of my ms symptoms.
I also have a return appt. with the pain management doc and he will probably be mad at me but i cannot bring myself to take the fentanyl suckers, I'm so afraid they will make me vomit and cause me to not function. I prefer to take the I.V. dilaudid, it helps and I know it won't make me deathly ill.
Oh, my liver enzymes are better this week! Everything else is about the same.
Happy Moments, Praise God.
Difficult Moments, Seek God.
Quiet Moments, Worship God.
Painful Moments, Trust God.
Every Moment, Thank God.