So, this is a little personal, but I'm feeling really sad right now. I have a close group of friends that are all married. A couple are already pregnant, and the rest are actively trying. I can't even try because I still need to have one, possibly two more surgeries. I want kids. I'm 32, so it's not like I have forever. Now all my friends will have kids and I won't. I know I'm being whiney, but it's bugging me today. I guess because the last one of my friends, who was always my not pregnant buddy, told me today that she and her husband are going to start trying and charting. :( I'm also so so scared that the surgery has affected my fertility - what if we can't get pg even when we can try?
Seriously, even single one of my close friends are pg or trying. I'm sad. Thanks for listening.
UC diagnosed: December, 1999
Asacol: 1600 MG daily
Immuran: 150 MG daily
Prednisone: 4 MG daily (Woo-Hooo! Getting lower and lower!)
Remicade: Infusion every 7 weeks
Probiotics 4 billion CFU Daily
Glutamine 500 mg 2x Daily
OFF all meds!! Liver failure, and emergency surgery as soon as liver levels return to normal. ACK!
Surgery August 24, 2007. Home now!