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Date Joined Jun 2008
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   Posted 7/30/2008 2:29 PM (GMT -6)   
Ok, it's strange physically I'm swollen up like a beach ball with a belly full of poop.The pain hurts so bad i could cry.  Mentally, however i've never been happier. After 10 years I finally feel free from my eating disorder. I went to therapy and he said im finally enterin phase 2 which is huge it's like AA and the 12 steps. Physically I hv to use enema everyday so I can eat. All i can eat is cheerios and pbj sandwiches it's all I can handle, I am running out of room fast. Mentally, I have finally convinced myself it's ok to eat and it's ok to allow myself to enjoy the food I'm eating. the irony
Right now I am holding onto my piece of hope and basing my salvation on my dr. 5 more days, im gettin worse physically but mentally I've never been better. I hope everyone is doing well, just take a moment to thank urself for being ALIVE!!!

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Date Joined Dec 2007
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   Posted 7/30/2008 8:36 PM (GMT -6)   
hey hope, i'm happy 4 u! i've never had an eating disorder, but i would just assume that it must b 10 times as trying when u have a gi issue in combination. So enemas everyday? is that healthy? whats the next step for u, what are the docs saying?
25 y/o female- crohns disease since 14
Ileostomy pending-very worried
Tried asacol,pentasa,prednisone,remicade,6mp,azasan, no avail
Seatons placed
Worst year ever!

"For God has not given us the spirit of fear....."
Where does mine come from?!
 Temp Ileostomy performed 1/29/08
Still Adusting
 Healingwell.com has been my Godsend...Thank you

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Date Joined Jun 2008
Total Posts : 67
   Posted 7/30/2008 10:59 PM (GMT -6)   
surgery is nxt step... healthy or not I gotta use em everyday just so i can eat. I can barely eat. and thnks
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