There are an unbelievable amount of us with colonic inertia; if you go to the Total Colectomy Part 20 site you will be able to talk with many who are going through the same things you are. We are all there for each other and always willing to offer comfort to those in need. You have been through more than most people your age will ever go through but you obviously are a very strong person.
We'd love to have you join us to offer support or a kind word .
Prayers and peace to you,