i'm glad we're moving on to part 21!!! i can't believe part 20 is already over.. it happened so fast!!
Karen - i'm so sorry you're not feeling well.. you're probably alert
ed wether they'll mess with your date again. i'll pray everything goes well as scheduled, cause i just can't imagine them doing it to you again!!
Lizzie - about
the anismus.. well, that's what 3 colorectal surgeons told me. i'm so sorry, i bet the info about
the anismus was discouraging for you, and i'm truly so sorry for everything you're going through.
i feel so bad for you not being able to sleep, i'm worried about
you staying up all night thinking.... that's not good for you! it's not easy, but i wish there was something i could do to ease your mind. you need some peace of mind, my dear!! maybe even to ask your dr. to give you something to help you sleep. how can you function at work and you have such a tough job??? please take care of youself, all of this excessive stress can eventually hurt you, Lizzie.
i also can't eat at parties, family occations or whatever social occations. i'll just feel too crampy and uncomfortable.
today i ate my breakfast, had my cup of black coffee at work, a few hard candies and that's it. and even so, i still feel swollen.
i hope you hear something soon, but please, meanwhile go to SLEEP, OK? it'll do you good, i promise.
i'm not sure i know how to use that facebook site, but i'll try.. you can put your picture in there? but i don't have a scanner and i'll probably need one for that, won't i?
Amanda - how are you dealing with your diet, hun? i hope you're o.k. i'm kinda worried.. the last thing you wrote about
was a blockage, so i really hope you're o.k. please just throw us a sign (is that the right way to say it?) that you're o.k and things are flowing nicely for you.
how is everyone else doing?
06/05/2007 - STARR procedure
colonic inertia w/ pelvic floor dysfunction