I know logically that this cant happen, but i keep having these dreams that somehow my bottom
opens back up and everything reconnects and i start going the regular way again!
And am sick again and its sooo much worse than before.
Now i know thats stupid, and couldnt happen, but i just wake up from those dreams terrified and then i worry about it for hours afterwards!
Someone either tell me, thats ok to worry about, or tell me to get myself in a rubber room asap!