You have been through such a horrific ordeal for something you never expected and I'm so sorry that you have experienced this. The medical community can be extremely frustrating but there are some excellent drs, nurses, techs, etc. that will do ANYTHING for their patients as some of us have found out; don't give up on them, they are out there. Don't give up hope on your reversal, it will happen; things take time and your body needs to be ready.
When you are ready there are many wonderful people on here that will "walk" you through the whole procedure as well as all of us who will let you vent at ANY time. Many of us have been through difficult times so we know what you are going through.
Hang in there and know that it WILL get better:)
spleen/appendix/gall bladder-removed/endometriosis/complete hysterectomy at 29/sinus surgery/numerous allergies & asthma/chronic kidney stones/ pancreatitis 3x's/2 knee surgeries-now need replacement/bunion & 2 neuroma surgeries/shoulder surgery w/ pins-which also froze following surgery/severe adhesions & scar tissue-stomach to chest-liver to ribs-colon to pelvis/severe IBS w/ constipation/subtotal colectomy 7/08/ c difficile
Am now down from 17 meds a day to 8 and VERY healthy:)
There's always hope and things will get better :)