here are some things i hate..
when Lefty starts getting really itchy and I just know it must be leaking (even though I changed yesterday), so I go through the whole changing routine again (it really only takes me minutes now, and used to take forever!) only to find IT WASN'T LEAKING! and now the whole pouch is wasted :(
and that i have to have preparation when i shower. Shower with pouch on or shower with pouch off.....that is the question. and it takes all this forethought.
and now i have to have forethought to write here so i don't say 'bag' and say 'pouch' instead (vetteguy.....can i get a 'holla').
and NEVER had a problem with my asthma (always had it i guess...but it never EVER bothered me) and now, according to the 'Asthma/Allergy Dr.' that is what is making me cough so much. what does he know. and NO I WON'T TRY PRED AGAIN!!! hate that stuff
and when i'm so tired an hour b4 bed time, but wired at bed time.
and when i'm a poet and didn't even know it!
I could've had a glorious career........
and when i think i'm being hil-AR-ious, but no one else is laughing....then i just feel obnoxious. and nobody wants to be that girl.......
and why i have to be sooo sensitive to every living creature. including my daughters fish that i'm trying to NOT kill. stupid fish, why do you make me love you so....
28 yrs. old. married with one beautiful daughter (born 11/20/07)
-diagnosed with severe pancolitis u/c 2002 had total colectomy 12/19/08; emergency surgery due to abscess-had to redo ileostomy and switch to left side 12/25/08; 2/15/09 found blood clot in superior mesenteric vein (prob. from inf. and surgery inflammation)
i only take vitamins now, when I WANT to. :)
"Things turn out the best for those who make the best of the way things turn out."