yep shaz thats a good way to put it!
that said, i dont care for mine, i think its ugly, but im not too upset about it. What does bother me about it, actually makes me mad, is that under the wafer the scar has faded almost completly! And the scar part, down there, is mostly faded! its the top part, that could actually be visible to other people if i wore certain clothes, is the part that looks the worse, whats that about!
im not gonna be wearing any bikinis anyway, too many strechmarks from being pregnant and gaining and losing large amounts of weight in the past, to do that anyway! and im too old for belly shirts anymore, lol.
UC for 8 years, before finally kicking its butt and having a permanent ileostomy April 17 2007!
-I have gone to find myself, if i get back before i return, keep me here-