Anytime i need to get up to empty, i either dream about having my ileo (otherwise i never dream about it) or having to poop or something related.
Well last night, i started having this dream about this woman who was talking about her ostomy and showing it to me, and i was like, oh i have one too,and we started talkign and i was telling her why i had one, and she said, oh no you poor thing.
then she says
"mine isnt real it's just for looks"
And im like, it isnt real, what part isnt real?
She pulls the whole bag off, and says,none of it, i just like the way the bag looks!
And i woke up and i was like, ok...you know i like having it so i can have a life and all, but i dont think its a fashion statement!
UC for 8 years, before finally kicking its butt and having a permanent ileostomy April 17 2007!
-I have gone to find myself, if i get back before i return, keep me here-
No matter what kind of day you are having, take five minutes to sing loudly and dance like a fool!