Lizzie Girl you need not apologize to anyone who loves you on here. We all know to well that sometimes are lives kind of go in spells, where your not feeling as crappy as the day before, then you feel so crappy that you cant get out of bed, or in so much pain its just hard to keep going.
So girl, your such a kind soul and so nice of you to go see Allie, that poor girl, I just pray that she gets what she needs.
Rosemary, your the one who always looks after everyone else so don't forget to take time for you.
The part I love about this forum, it has brought people who are suffering, and not getting anywhere with their doc's, and not getting proper information. This site has got it all, everyone feels free to share our actual suffering, and the not so pretty info that you would not share with even your closest friend or family. We can feel free to just be us and say what is going on with us with out anyone looking down on us, or feel like we are always complaining about something.
Its true we have to talk to someone and I will say especially for myself, I have issues daily and sometime hourly, or constantly. So on here we are not judged, just helped with suggestions of what has helped someone with or where to look or go for help.
For me I have lost my best friend a little over a week ago, she told me she had a ear infection and was not feeling well. So I shared some news I had got that my brain has Atrophyed, and she started yelling at me..she said this is not a contest on who is the sickest...What the heck...I guess she is sick of me being sick and yelled at me and was so rude, then she said this is goodbye...wont talk to you again.
Well I was just dumbfounded... I know that I have been ill for years, and cant go party with her and her friends so I guess my friendship is expendable...She drinks alot, she is a alcoholic, but she never gets too smashed when I am around and she gets mad if I do go to a bar with her when I can, but I dont drink, and that makes her mad. So guess I was wrong, she was not really ever my friend because it has always been one sided. She always use to tell me that I was a better friend to her than she has ever been to me and I finally believe it.
The said part is that I just found out that her mother has to have her stomach removed, and it takes everything in me not to call her and offer to help. So that makes me sad.
So wish me luck having my MRI tomorrow and will be on pins and needles till I get the results...
Love to all